Purpose Of Life

So once again it's been a while since last time and quite a lot has happened, My life has finally turned around and for the first time in long while i'm finally feeling good and heading in the right direction in my life. The one I can thank most for this is Jessica, she really is my light in the dark. Never has someone been able to get me up on my feet everytime I feel bad and not wanting to get out of bed. Unfortunetley we don't have a lot of time to see eachother since she works from 9:am - 6:pm and I work 2:pm - 11:pm so not a lot of time but we manage and every minute with her is worth so much. The 8:th of August I will probably do my last day at the current restaurant so i'm hoping to get back to my old work and hopefully get more hours there.  So what else, well even though we haven't booked and paid it yet me and Jessica have pretty much decided that we will travel to NY in September for some vacation and I really hope we can go so that we get some time away from all of this.

Well I think i'm going to try and get some more sleep now that my throat is feeling a little better, tomorrow is my last day off before the Harbourfestival wich will be 11 looooong work days so better use every last hour to get some sleep.


You will allways be my light in the darkness.

<3 Jess

I don't know what's on the other side of the wall, and the question I ask myself is, do I wanna know how it would be?  Would everything we have now just disappear if it ain't like either of us wants it to be? I don't think anyone knows the answer, all I can say that the thought sometimes cross my mind of how it would be, but then again what do I know about it? I don't really know what to say or think anymore...I just never wanna lose you....you're to important to me....